Just for today, I'll go to bed feeling hungry Just for one more day, I'll lie to not eat. Just for one more day, I'll beg this pain to stop. Just for one more day, I'll feel weak and love it. Just for one more day, I'll love you and hate you, all at the same time

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About Me

I'm 5'6'' and I'm still too ashamed to step on the scale, so I'm not sure about my weight. I’ve envied stick thin girls since I could see the difference between them and me. I was never fat. I was a little chuby, but that’s it. When I was ten, I started dieting, and I lost as much weight as I got tall, I was no longer chubby. At the age of 12, I found out weight loss medicine. Still safe, still losing weight. Then I was 13, and found out that if I mix caffeine, aspirine, and the most important, asthma remediy, I could loose near 2 pounds every day for some time. I lost 9 pounds in a week. Turns out that that asthma remedy could cause heart problems. I didn’t care, I kept having the mix. I could feel my heart hearting and everyday I felt like faiting, I felt awefully sick. But I didn’t care, I was losing weight. I only stopped because I couldn’t find it anymore at the pharmacies. So sice I was like five I’ve been craving for thin, and I’ll never stop, even knowing it might hurt me, I can’t stop. I just can’t. That’s it, I just felt the need to tell someone. Thank you for reading this.